JUNGLE BEAUTY by paradoX 240808

Life Oh Life Ohhhh Life daa dah dah dum

Life can be sometimes a funny slow process of confusion! Or a feeling of jumping off from a cliff and landing on your face...

Right now I am stuck in a polluted box and sooo used to it that i dont feel the pollution entering my veins and spreading through my body like a infectious disease. Its funny how people around you can have such an influence on the way you feel! And your beliefs just remain hung like a washed cloth left to dry!!

So today as i stood in the balcony humming the song from John Mayer, thinking that John Mayer is so freaking right when he sung that its hard to beat the system ... its not that we dont care ..the fight is too long and unfair" so i am waiting ...waiting on the world to change!!

The rat race is getting too long and ugly now! And i need to run or jump before the race kills me..cos sometimes what doesnt kill you only drives you to insanity! So should I jump before insanity takes over my mind? Or just walk away from the cooperate world...you just cant leave after coming this far..but seriously is the insanity worth it...

damn my confused life...oh life ohhhh life daa duh duh dum!!!

chasing after the world!

is it just me or is the world moving too fast! I am breathless trying to keep up with this road runner who claims to be "the world"..it looks behind, with a smirk on its face and challenges me..

"little crazy one...

if you follow me..you would be lost

cos i the world am a ghost

i dont wait..i dont slow down

stop the panting..the chating

stop growling and frowning

it tinkles my stomach and make me want to swallow you..."

still here i am ..the stubborn..although my feet cries out to giveup my mind doesnt fail me..so i try again ..run again...faster than i ever could..i never thought of whom im leaving behind..who had already given up and stopped running after me ...stopped chasing me or the world! I left behind all my loved ones...and those who could have loved me if i stayed behind!

and then i collide with the rainbow...too many colors on my way..i slip on the blue and sails with the red...the yellow binds my legs and the green blinds me...i slide through with colors all over me, with dots of rainbows on my face and arms ...scratching the colors off me..do i smell of colors..cos i have this funny taste that never leaves my tongue..i think i swallowed some colors on my chase with the world! but i keep running..with green hugging my legs, red paint on my face...and too many color patches on my body...and the rainbow advices me

"little one..look at the mess u have made

stop before your loved ones fade

turn around..please hold my hand

cos all alone you might end"

but do i stop? i keep running...chanting...cursing..alone me chasing after the world!